twenty/twenty vision.

two-thousand and nineteen was a such blessing.

i learned so much about myself.

and even a few things about others.

but the most beautiful thing that i learned

was self-love.

i took notice of a lot of patterns and beliefs that led me down a path…

of self-destruction.

a path that put me last,

filled me with fear and doubt,

and even had me believing that maybe certain things just weren’t meant for me.

that as lucky as i am to have jupiter as a ruling planet,

that maybe….just maybe….

my luck had run out.

but thank God for growth.

thank God for second and third chances.

and thank God for my awakening.

my faith had faltered a lot after losing my grandfather.

oddly enough,

losing my grandmother had me reconnecting with it ways i never imagined.

but despite the last few years that rocked my world,

i actually believe God shaking things up,

is what taught me balance.

taught me how to fight through the motion sickness.

and instead of fighting the waves crashing against me,

to perfect my stroke and swim for my life.

last year was love.

it was the perfect entrance into my new decade,

and the new decade that is now.

i have a lot of plans for this year.

god-willing,

this year will only build on last year’s

and i will surprise the hell out of myself and everyone else.

gratitude is where i am.

lying in it,

basking in it,

bathing all up in it.

i am here.

and for that,

i am grateful.

happy twenty twenty, loves.

travel this year full of vision,

fearless ambition,

and extreme discipline.

come get what’s yours.

don’t settle for anything less.

and don’t ask permission to follow the path god laid in front of you.

after all,

that’s what having vision is all about.

-seeing things clearly